Grace returned for her fifth session. She continues to describe a heavy, flat low mood that has been with her for months, worse in the mornings. The things she used to enjoy, gardening, seeing her sister, her book club, now feel like "too much effort," and she has stopped doing most of them. She spends more and more time at home, often in bed by early evening, scrolling on her phone, which she says leaves her feeling worse.
She describes a clear cycle: she feels too tired and low to do anything, so she cancels or stays home, then feels guilty and useless for doing nothing, which drops her mood further and makes the next thing feel even harder. "The less I do, the less I can do." Her energy is low, her sleep is broken, and she has withdrawn from most of her friends, telling them she is fine.
She is critical of herself, with thoughts like "I'm letting everyone down" and "what's the point," but denies SI/HI and has no plan or intent. She says she "just wants to feel like herself again."
Patterns: low mood with anhedonia, behavioural withdrawal and avoidance, a guilt-and-inertia loop, and loss of contact with the activities and people that used to give her pleasure and meaning.
Goals she named: get out of bed earlier, reconnect with her sister and one or two friends, and get back to small things she used to enjoy without waiting to "feel like it" first.
Direction: CBT with behavioural activation. Psychoeducation on the depression-withdrawal cycle; build an activity schedule that reintroduces small pleasure and mastery activities in graded steps; monitor mood alongside activity to test the "I have to feel better before I do things" belief; identify values and one or two people to reconnect with. Gentle cognitive work on the self-critical thoughts as they arise.